my better soul

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An illness of extreme ups and downs
Situations resulting in countless tears and frowns

Helplessly watching life’s loud crashing waterfall
Pondering the source of my inevitable downfall

Multiple dimensions each with a panoply of pain
No one to hold to account and no one to blame

Years walking around in a frustrating revolving door
Ever aware and mindful of the vow I had once swore

In slow motion everything near and dear fell apart
Crushing my family and my carefully hidden broken heart

Pushed beyond my limit by a situation way out of control
As a result I have forever lost my better soul